another fucking entry.. i know. i came back from NY today.
it was intersting. Me,Lo,and her mom went to a spa thingie
where the massuse got a little "freaky" on me...rubbing my
stomach and touching my fucking breasts MORE THAN
ONCE! i felt a little violated. yah yah. It was fun tho. yay.
Besides the potential rape, the massage was "interesting"
and it was nice.... i really didnt deserve it... it was my first
one ... it was like WOAH, i needed the fucking relaxation.
uhh... BUTonly a few ppl can touch  my ass tho... hmm...
that woman was AHH!!. Im so tired and I dont want to go
to school tomarrow. I HATE POSERS MUTHERFUCKERS.
yeah if ur joking (like i usaully do)its fine.... but omg. ppl are so
gay. they are like "oh i cut myself...im so cool" a few words of ad
vice... try to kill urself, and THEN and ONLY THEN you can
talk to me about ur petty shit ass problems.. fucking poser muthers.
lol. i can name a few.,...but should i.nahh u guys know who u are..... haha.
and ppl...these xangas arent for whiney ppl who like attention...
its for ppl who need others opinions about stuff and a daily reminder to
their friends who really care about the ppl who are spill out their emotions.
so... u freak of natures who say that xanga ppl are losers... please eat a
frenchfrie,choke on it,and die. lmao.

OH YEAH.. i might cut my hair!! yah i kno.. ppl like my hair long.
SO WHAT!! i need a new style, its getting too oldish. A few highlights
shoulderlegnth... bangs?... hmm... thinking about that ... comment
about what i should do. if u dont comment i will personally take
these saftey sizzors i have in my hands and PERSONALLY cut all
the pricless hair out of ur hair....well i shouldnt say its pricless...consider
ppl sell their hair for money!haha... but i respect the charity ppl...no offence
intended towards them. :) yah yah.

OLDIES MUSIC ROCKS!! lol yah yah ROCK - AND - ROLL!!!!!
Elvis is awesome..*God rest his soul* he is the best old/dead dude that
ever sang. <3

Advice-->((follow them if your smart))
fear is a pricless gift. use it well.
always keep a picture of your best friend near you.
never look back. it only slows you down.
being desperate is a weakness.dont get sucked in.
hypocracy comes in many forms.dont forget that.
memory is a privilage.never let it go....
your heart is like a song.dont over play it to just one person.
love is chance...chance is oppertunity..each comes with a price.

My answers on "where does ur beauty lie?"

Your Beauty lies
in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You mostlikely look far younger than
you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's day. Seen as naive and
sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for the most part, it's simply your
reputation preceding you. You are most likely rather aware of the realities of
life. You are extremely good natured and trustworthy. By the same token, you are
a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest and open as you. You might
seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies, and things most might deem
you "too old for". But this doesn't bother you. You enjoy your youth and are
going to make it last. After all you are only as old as you feel.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:White, Pink, PastelsSong:
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney Expression: Innocent Smile

Gemstone:
Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn Sign: Virgo Planet:
Moon Hair Color:White Eye Color:Silver

Quote: "Astranger is just a friend you haven't met yet."